How life started...

I feel much better today. I was sick the whole week.. since last friday. Started with a sore-throat then fever. One of the reason I fell sick is because of the freakin' crazy weather in Ohio. It was warm and sunny in the day last week and it's approaching spring. But shit happens... It's SNOWING now!!! What the hell is going on here!?!? I'm so confused. It's Ohio weather. I realized people are getting sick because of the sudden drastic weather changes. Unfortunately, I got it too. It sucks man to get sick during finals. The worse is I'm still sick now after finals. It's spring break... party time dude. Well, I need lots of rest... coz I'm still sick!!

Pei Yuen invited me over to her place for dinner. Her sister was there.. she just got here from Nebraska. Why? Pei Yuen is graduating. Dammit.. I can smell jealousy here!! I'm still stuck here for another year. Well... to be exact... another 9 months. Fees are rocketing sky high and I can't take it anymore. The only thought that I have now is my great parents. Without them, I won't be here studying. Just have to remind them... Hold on... i'm graduating... it's worth it. What's the next chapter of my life after I graduate? Well, I do not know. This is life. You go from chapter to chaper and the later chapters are not written yet. If only I'm programmed to operate according to those pre-written chapters, then it'll be so fairy tale like. Problem free... no more decision making... stress? what stress? Simple words, life is suffering and it'll always be. So, pat yourself on the back and tell yourself to move your ass and start working... stop day dreaming.